A month after..
written by pandacake on September 2, 2018 at 10:32 PM

Soooo, it's been a month since I have started working for this new company and well, so far, medyo nababagalan ako sa status ko. I mean, they tell me that it this position is a perfect training ground and all pero parang nakukulangan ako. Maybe it's just me. Kasi they are telling me that they don't want me to be overwhelmed kasi baka daw iwan ko sila, lol. But I won't do that easily, halos konti pa lang load ko and I want more of it. 

This position is lower than my previous but I chose this because I think I will grow here - emotionally and professionally. On my previous position, as a ProdSup, I felt that I wasn't growing, so I moved to another company and different position and different specialization. Here, I hope that I will be a better person and also, I want to prove to myself that I can get to a higher position by getting promoted and not by moving to another company. I have also been thinking that one of the reasons I accepted this is because I chose convenience. It's contradicting diba? I want to prove something yet I chose convenience. Hay. Life. Why. There were several offers with higher position and a little bit better pay but I picked this one since I want to be with my family every weekend. I also want less stress and less responsibility for the group muna kasi. I want to work for myself muna. Huhu. Idk. Gulo ko. Ayoko na. Hayst. Bye.

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Gaano ka karupok mumsh
written by pandacake on August 20, 2018 at 12:40 AM

Sooo ilang araw ulit kaming hindi nagkakausap. Dinelete ko na lahat ng messages niya sa phone ko,  even deleted his number para hindi ako matempt na imessage siya. Effective naman, hindi ko nga siya minessage. Tapos biglang may nagtext ng hello. Siyempre, sino pa ba magtetext sakin ng hello bukod sa mga naliligaw na messages paminsan minsan? Dun pa lang sa hello na yun, alam ko na na siya yun. 

Bilang alam ko nga na siya yun, reply naman agad ako.

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New work, new life
written by pandacake on August 10, 2018 at 09:33 AM

Yaaay. I can finally say Thank God it's Friday!! Not that I dont thank Him for everything or anything pero when it comes to work schedule hihi, Thank God!!

It's been a week since I started working for this company and wala pa ako masyado ginagawa. Shadow clone muna ko. Buntot ng mga specialists. Hehe. I'm not enjoying the walang ginagawa pero I'm enjoying their company hihi. This is challenging for me kasi I used to order around people. Haha. Pero this time, I get ordered around. Lol. Anyway, I will write here updates since I would want to see how I will be able to develop my people skills and research skills. Btw, this is a new job for me, new JD and all. Sooo I am very excited unto what I will be doing and will face. Hihi. 

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Obob
written by pandacake on July 15, 2018 at 03:10 PM

So ayun nga sabi ko sakanya last June13 na maghiwalay muna kami. Stop na muna kami. Be back sa September, pag ready na siyang tuparin mga promises niya. At kung anjan pa nga siya para sakin. Idk. Gusto ko lang din wag niya ako isipin and lunurin ang sarili ko sa kalungkutan. Tapos ngayong 3days niya na ako hindi kinakausap, natatanga na naman si ako. Na kesyo namimiss ko nanaman daw siya. Tangina naman. Bakit ganun? 

**update: Nagmessage na siyaaaa. Kagagaling lang daw niya Pangasinan and kakaload lang. Hayst. Sayang inarte ko. Charot. Pero ganun pa ein naman e. Hindi pa rin kami.

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Freed~
written by pandacake on May 13, 2018 at 10:48 PM

Well, well, well. I am back here. It's been 3 years since I last posted and it was about someone leaving our company. But now, this is about the company leaving us. Frown

Retrenchment it is. Medyo hindi pa nagsisink in sa akin ang mga bagay. Although I have already predicted this based on the things that were happening and word-of-mouths. 

Ang question ko lang naman ay, "Bakit kami?" This upper management already know that the other brand is failing, yet, kami ang tinanggal? 

I haven't decided what to do with my life. I don't even know what I really want. Dati sabi ko, gusto ko umalis sa company na 'to. Pero hindi ko magawa. I don't even know why. Maybe my friends are right that I am afraid of change and of going out of my comfort zone. But now that this time has come, I think, even though I still don't know what I want to do, this is a blessing. I have been freed. 

Ah, not totally freed pala. We still have to close on our deals and accountabilities. I just hope and pray that they will be enlightened and we can accomplish all our accountabilities before this week ends. 

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Oh, December!
written by pandacake on December 1, 2015 at 11:33 PM

It's December first and my co-worker just submitted her resignation letter. Our manager accepted it since he wants us to explore things and be happy with what we really want and what really makes us happy.

So.. Magiging mag-isa na lang ako sa position starting January 1 lest magkaroon na siya agad ng replacement. - who, our manager would like to be from within - meaning, ayaw niya mag-hire. Gusto niya magpromote. Kasi kung meron man daw karapatdapat sa pwesto na yun at kung sino man ang may kakayahan sa position na yun and of course, the person who, he can trust, must come from within the organization.. But the problem is, yung gusto niya sana i-promote, and the best candidate for the position will be suspended - for 5 days. We received his notice of suspension before my co-worker/partner/batchmate submitted her resignation letter. So ngayon, our manager was trying to waive his suspension since his violation should have had its 6th month - which means should have been cleared already. But the problem is, HR is so unkabogable and told our manager that the latest date of violation should have been the one na nag-6th month for him to be cleared from the violation/suspension. So ayuuun. Malamang, namomroblema si manager kasi nga, nakahold na yung replacement ng isang bisor na umalis na din dati, and now, nagresign yung isang bisor. The person for promotion will be suspended and that is left is ako. Lol. 

Well, he can always think of a solution naman and I do believe that every problem has a solution so.. yeah, that will be all for today.

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stupid is forever
written by pandacake on November 23, 2015 at 11:13 PM

It's so annoying when you are working on a certain project and saved it sa isang flash drive at yung flash drive mo nagkavirus. Since may virus siya, what you did is to reformat it dahil nagkaroon ng shortcut sa loob. Ayun, bigla mo na lang din nireformat dahil sabi ng colleagues mo ay ireformat mo siya even though meron ka namang antivirus sa laptop mo. And because sobrang tight ng time, nireformat mo na nga siya. then Voila! wala na yung project na ginagawa mo!! Grrr. So stupid to not have a back up copy So stupid to follow their instruction and not do what you were supposed to do. Grrr!! Bakit ba ang dali dali mong maimpluwensyahan?! T_____________T

Show :: Bandila
Mood :: annoyed

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November 23
written by pandacake on November 23, 2015 at 03:11 AM

It's been a day..

I slept at 3am, woke up at 9am.

Did the laundry at 11am. Made food for brunch at 12nn. 

Ate at 1230. Surfed the net from 1231 til 0330 (read SOPs and FAQs of my extra job - took the exam and yay i passed! Cool). 

Took a bath and found out that there is something in my female organ *panics*

Left for Elbi to meet college friends at 4pm.

Arrived in Elbi at 7pm. Ate super expensive but very satisfying dinner - Seafood Alfredo of DALCIELO (yay! first timer Wink - I really don't know what to order so I asked the server their bestseller)

Talked and listen about almost everything they did earlier.

Bought pasalubong *yema cake* and left elbi at 0830 and arrived at Dumlao Gym for volleyball game at 1030.

Won the game - though I commited most of the errors Cry. Very thankful coz my teammates were so great.

And now home.

Good night!

May business review pa kami bukas - este later! Sabi ni Sir, irereview namin yun nung Friday pero nakalimutan niya na yata. HAHAHA. Wala a akong damit!

Mood :: sleepy

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written by pandacake on November 16, 2015 at 01:31 AM

Tangin iiyak ka na lang ba lagi

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